Real Life: Obi's Second Take

by Ewankenobi (PadawanEwan@aol.com)

Archive: MA . . . Any one else just let me know.

Rating: PG

Pairing: Q/O

Category: AU, POV, Drama

Warnings: None

Spoilers: None

Feedback: Welcomed. Encouraged. Craved.

Summary: So many choices, nothing decided.

Disclaimers: Lucas owns Star Wars. I own my laptop.

Notes: Ok, so we are back to Obi again. I want your opinions. I don't have a set ending. Master Rose gets lots of thanks and hugs for putting up with me.

So far:
Real Life
Real Life: Take Two
Real Life: Take Three
Real Life: Take Four
Real Life: Obi's Second Take

Journal: Obi-Wan Kenobi

I'm not sure if this mission to Bandomeer is a blessing, or bad timing. I need the space and time to think about things. On the other hand, I should be with Qui-Gon trying to fix things.

I had a talk with Qui-Gon. It was a disaster. He blamed his past with Xanatos for everything. He refuses to treat me with respect. He called me Padawan. He sees our problems as complimentary differences.

Sadly, I love him. But, it becomes more difficult to rely on that.

I spoke to Master Windu. He has always been a valued mentor and friend. He understands my need to track and observe Xanatos. He gives me council and advice about Qui-Gon. He gives me unswerving support. He feels I should take some time and think about my happiness.

I hope Anakin is doing well.

I am looking forward to a verbal spar with Xanatos.

I miss Qui-Gon.