Redlight

by FireCracker (KLee624820@aol.com)



submission dated 10-23-99

Obi's twenty-four.

A/U - Angst, Drama

Obi and Qui pay a high price for their passion.



They laughed, soaping each other down. Clinging with bright exuberance from a high night of loving.

"Master, I can't believe this garden area has been unattended for so long!" Obi wan smiled, eyes glowing. "It's wonderful!"

"Well then, come on" Qui-Gon grinned, his face a mask of suds. "Into the water with you!"

They ran to the water's edge. Qui-Gon grabbed his padawan, heaving him in.

Obi-Wan popped to the surface, drenched, still laughing. "Your turn!" he rushed the larger man, bowling him over.

They rolled along the water's edge, giddy and silly. Obi-Wan cupped water in his hands, rinsing them over his Master's body.

Qui-Gon smiled, eyes closing. "Oh, that's nice, padawan. That feels ...so good."

"Oh?" emerald eyes were bright. Sculpted hands massaged and squeezed the big body, closing on chest, arms, and thighs. He leaned forward, kissing the wet belly. "Is this good, too?" tongue teased inside the navel.

Qui-Gon cradled his head. "Mmm. Yes." he reached down, pulling up the younger man. "Come here."

"Hmm?" lidded eyes through long red lashes. Qui-Gon kissed him.

A gentle kiss at first, teasing. Tongues exploring along full lips.

/Love you./

//Love you, too.//

The sweet kiss turned to fire. Sweltering strokes back and forth with struggling tongues.

Qui-Gon massaged and cupped the juicy buttocks, gripping them close. He stroked along the crevice.

Obi-Wan gasped, pulling sucking kisses along the strong jawline and throat.

They had no idea they were seen.

Master Garok had been given a rare assignment, touring the 'outgrown' places on Coruscant, in order to see if any of the locations could be reclaimed for possible training facilities. He had already toured three such locations, and found one suitable for reclamation.

The sight that greeted him in the grove chilled him. Initially difficult to make out from a distance, shocking up close.

//Is that who I think it is??// he stepped forward at a discreet distance, cloaking himself in invisibility.

Two figures, sliding and writhing together along the water's edge, moaning in passion.

Discerning grey eyes narrowed. //That cannot be...Qui-Gon?! With his padawan?//

The taller man rolled up top, spreading the younger one.

Garok snorted in disgust. //It is Qui-Gon. I've seen enough! The Council will know of this transgression. Steps will be taken!//

He faded to nothingness.








"What!" Windu exclaimed. "They did What??!"

"You heard me" Garok folded his arms, angular features tight. "This must not pass, Mace! You know the Code."

Windu steepled his hands together over the desk. "Yoda must know of this. They were in the lost garden, you say?"

"Yes. And I wouldn't doubt that they have visited there before for their trysts."

Fist slammed down. "Damn! I warned him. I suggested months ago that they separate temporarily. I could sense the desire between them" Mace shook his head. "Would that it hadn't come to this..."

Garok ran a hand through sandy red hair. "Mace...I have always held the upmost respect for Qui-Gon. But this weakness of his for the boy...it is his downfall."

Elegant features creased. Windu sighed. "I loathe our next conversation. I must meet with Yoda first. We will have a preliminary determination of the degree of influence. Obi-Wan's future is our consideration here."

Garok stood. "I'd like to be in on the session. At least, I would hear what defense Qui-Gon would have for his behavior."

Mace nodded. "Very well. I'll set it up as soon as possible. We must stop this sort of behavior before it sets a dangerous precendent. Qui-Gon is not above the Code."






They lay quietly together, snug against the world. Qui-Gon smiled at his beloved softly, stroking the lush body alongside his, tugged on the padawan braid affectionately.

"You are so cute."

The handsome features pinched together. "Ugh. Cute! Of all the..."

Qui-Gon smothered a protest with a kiss. //Cute.//

Devilish grin. "Well then" Obi-Wan murmured. "You're cuddly."

Raised eyebrows. "Me? Cuddly!" Qui-Gon laughed. "Now that takes it!"

"See?" Obi-Wan pecked a kiss on his nose. "I'm cute, you're cuddly."

Qui-Gon looked up. "What am I to do with you?"

Obi-Wan nuzzled in close. "Well, whatever you come up with, I'm sure you'll do it well" a giggle.

Qui-Gon held him tightly. "Obi-Wan. I don't want you to think this is all I want for us."

"Not a bad start" the young Jedi joked.

Deep blue eyes darkened further. "I'm serious. Something is bothering me. Awhile ago I sensed a presence. Someone was here."

Obi-Wan sat up abruptly, moisture glistening on the shapely chest. "What! You mean someone saw us?!"

Qui-Gon pulled him back down. "I'm not sure. The question is, who?"

Obi-Wan looked about, concerned. "And more importantly, will it spell trouble for us?"

"Ssh. We can't prepare for every eventuality, Obi-Wan. But never doubt my love for you, whatever happens."

Obi-Wan stared into his eyes, touching the short beard. "What do you mean, Master? What do you know!"

Qui-Gon shook his head. "Nothing specific. But I still can't shake the feeling...that something pivotal has happened here."

"I don't care" Obi-Wan was defiant. "We'll face it together in any case. Nobody will separate us!"

"I hope you're right" Qui-Gon responded gloomily. "Come, let's get dressed now. If we stay much longer there will be questions."

Obi-Wan leaned forward again, eyes lidded through long lashes. "Just a little longer" he murmured, soft and low, thumbing the full mouth.

Qui-Gon melted. Moving towards the soft lips, the long mane tumbled forward. Obi-Wan clutched the back of his head, pulling him in close.

//One more time, my love// he thought no more.






"Disappointed, greatly" Yoda shook his head grimly. "Furious am I, at Qui-Gon! He knows the Code."

Windu looked at him with regret. "Yes. How many times have I tried to save him from himself? An exercise in futility, it seems. Perhaps we have all failed."

"Hmnph!" Yoda banged his cane. "Hardly. Weakness in Qui-Gon, is. Ever ruled by passion. Was miraculous that Master became he, since emotion he ascribes to first, the living force. I will not be outdone here. Explain actions, he will!"

"When do you wish to have a preliminary meeting?"

"Tomorrow. Too angry now, am I. Need to compose myself, meditate."

Windu sighed. "Very well. It would seem an unpleasant interrogation is unavoidable."

"Is so" Yoda agreed.






Qui-Gon felt wonderfully warm and draggy. A slow day of making love tended to make one feel like that.

Both men sprawled lazily against the water's edge.

"Obi-Wan" he murmured dreamily. "We must leave now. Our duties await."

"Do you wish to go, Qui-Gon?" Obi-Wans' voice was low, soft. "Tell me. Because if not-" he stroked the broad chest, teasing thick nipples. Smooth lips planted on one, sucking quietly.

Shivering, Qui-Gon closed his eyes, clutching his lover close. "You know what I would wish. But it cannot be. We can't forget ourselves or our responsibilities."

Green eyes shone over high cheekbones. "I understand. Back to 'reality', such as it is" he sighed. "But I can always dream of another."

Qui-Gon eyed him softly, eyes blue and deep. "I know. I feel it, too. But there's no solution here for us. Come" he stood reluctantly. "Let's get dressed now."

Forcing themselves to cool their desires, they dressed facing away from each other. When they had finished, Qui-Gon turned to his padawan. His voice was thick with emotion.

"Obi-Wan-"

The young man moved toward him slowly, eyes luminous. "Yes. I would promise you anything, Qui-Gon..." he closed for a final kiss.

Qui-Gon grabbed him desperately, swallowing the fine mouth in a greedy kiss.

They clutched for long moments, frantically embracing.

Qui-Gon snatched free at last. "Enough. Let us to the temple."

"Agreed, Master" Obi-Wan replied formally. The sooner they switched mode the better.

In silence they walked, once again appearing properly Jedi.

/I should have braided your hair, Master. It's all over the place, and surely a disheveled appearance would-/

//Not a concern, padawan. There is nothing they could glean from it, other than the wind carried it around.//

About an hour later, they approached the main Jedi headquarter complex. The central Temple was in view. Jedi were about in force, the weather being perfect for outdoor activity.

/Master, perhaps I should stay with the other padawans. If you.../

//Be still! Master Garok approaches.//

As they moved toward the marble steps, the lean, angular Jedi Master approached them. Sandy red hair fell forward in irregular shocks.

The thick brows knitted. A slight nod. "Greetings, Qui-Gon. And you as well, Obi-Wan."

Qui-Gon nodded fractionally. "Garok."

Obi-Wan bowed formally. "Greetings, Master Garok. It is a lovely day, no?"

The deep set eyes glinted unpleasantly. "True, padawan. The type of day that lends itself to unauthorized activity."

Obi-Wan felt his throat tighten. What does he mean by that?

"Excuse us, Garok" Qui-Gon interrupted. "We have duties to attend."

Garok held out a thin hand. "A moment of your time, Qui-Gon" he paused, looking at Obi-Wan. "Alone."

Qui-Gon frowned slightly, then turned. "Obi-Wan, if you would?"

Another bow. "I will attend with the other padawans, Master."

"Go to, then. Meet me at mealtime in the library."

Obi-Wan nodded quickly, then left. Garok waited for him to be out of earshot.

"I have a grave matter to discuss with you, and it concerns the Code. I will not mince words, Qui-Gon."

Qui-Gon felt his heart freeze. You!! He closed his eyes briefly. "In regards to??" he knew the answer.

Garok lowered his voice, anger barely concealed. "A Master, any Master, should never take advantage of a situation involving a padawan. Personal considerations cloud judgement, interfere with and ruin training-"

Qui-Gon felt his famous temper flare. "Say what you mean, get it done with!"

"You know what I mean!" Garok returned with equal temper. "How could you, Qui-Gon! Allowing your personal weakness to overrule judgement-"

"Weakness" he hissed bitterly. "Can we regulate our hearts to such a degree?"

"You live by the tenets, presumably! It is your responsibility to provide guidance for Obi-Wan. Do you think such a relationship is conducive to his growth!"

Qui-Gon felt rage boiling near the surface. "You speak as though I seek to harm him! It's none of your affair, Garok! I'll speak no more of this!" he turned to go. Garok grabbed his arm.

"I saw you in the lost garden earlier" he hissed, contempt rising now. "And were it my place to do so, I would have you separated right now! For the boys' sake-"

"How do you call twenty-four a child! He is a man, by any definition" Qui-Gon returned. "Leave it be, Garok! I'll not say it again."

"It was my business the minute I saw the two of you together. Be advised that Windu and Yoda have knowledge of your...affair."

Damn! That's all we need. raced through Qui-Gons' mind.

The blue eyes were ice. "Are you threatening me?"

Garok stood back. "No. Merely telling you that there will be a preliminary questioning on the matter. I have nothing else to say on this matter. Good day." he abruptly dismissed himself.

Qui-Gon sighed. I dread what may come now.

With a suddenly heavy heart, he went inside the main entrance.

He walked down the busy hallways, mind distracted in thought. All my fault, Obi-Wan. I am Master. It's my lead you should follow, and that path may lead to ruination of your future as a Knight.

"Qui-Gon."

He looked up from his distraction.

Master Ooreth. "If you would accompany me, please" her voice was terse.

"No greeting, Ooreth? Apparently urgency erases good manners."

She smiled slightly, nodded. "Yes. Unfortuneately, in this case I am merely the messenger. So as the expression goes, 'shoot me.'"

"Am I to be interrogated, then?"

Long hands brushed at pale green hair. "I can only say that Obi-Wan will be a topic. His future, and yours" amber eyes regarded him sternly.

"Qui-Gon we have known each other a long time. I can't lie and say I'm not disappointed in you. There is no shame in loving a padawan, but to coerce a relationship-"

Qui-Gon took her hand, holding his anger in check. "Ooreth. You can't believe I'd do anything to harm Obi-Wan! He is my student..."

"He is more" she corrected.

Qui-Gon turned away. "This is not the place for this discussion, Ooreth. Nor will I speak of my feelings for Obi-Wan to you."

Golden eyes blazed as they walked along. "It is...a weakness. Perhaps, if it is not too late you can be separated for a while..."

"No!" Qui-Gon spun on her. "No. There would be no reason."

She touched his cheek. "I fear for you. Don't you see? Your control breaks at any mention of Obi-Wan. You cannot be rational here."

Qui-Gon set his face in stone, stubborn. "Let's get this over with, Ooreth. I have little more to say at this time."

Her face became an inscrutable mask. Silently they weaved through the chamber area, towards Yoda's private study.

//Enter.//

Ooreth motioned for Qui-Gon to go in first. Qui-Gon looked about the spartan room. Four Masters sat at a wood paneled table. Nukk, Aidbala, Kaddon, Boralis. Not to mention Yoda and Mace.

Fantastic. This will be a joy. Qui-Gon thought sarcastically.

All were grim. Yoda waved his cane at Qui-Gon. "Sit. Much have you to explain."

He did so. "In regards to?" he stalled, ignoring preliminary greetings.

The knome like Master snorted. "Well do you know. But would hear from you direct first. Remember you, the Code? Or have forgotten in convenience?"

He looked about at the group. Their expressions revealed nothing. "Of course I know the Code. Why is that an issue?"

Kaddon exploded. "Don't insult our intelligence, Qui-Gon! Are the reports true about the relationship between yourself and Obi-Wan?"

"He is my padawan" Qui-Gon said carefully. "Nothing may be inferred from that."

"No?" Nukk queried. "Garok is mistaken in his belief, then, about seeing you engaging in-"

"I see my accuser is not here" Qui-Gon noted. "Whatever he claims to have seen is most likely exaggeration."

Boralis. "How do you say that! What reason would Garok have to lie? And more importantly, what were you doing in the lost garden?"

Jet blue eyes sparked in anger. "Since when do I answer to you, Boralis, on my movements! True, Obi-Wan and I were there but not by design" he lied.

"It was all a complete accident" Aidbala supplied. "Are we to believe this?"

"Believe what you will."

Mace intervened. "Give us a reason to dismiss this rumor, then. Is it true that you and Obi-Wan are lovers?"

Qui-Gons' mind raced for an answer. Nukks' eyes narrowed.

"It would seem that you are stumped for an answer. Are you weighing the truth versus a lie?"

"I will say only that we were embracing, and that Garok oversimplified and overreacted to what he thought he saw." it was a tactical move, designed to be on the offensive.

"Embracing?" Yodas' ears quivered. "Not enough. Answer question!"

Careful, careful. Qui-Gon thought. Aloud, he said: "Fellow Masters. My padawan was distraught over the events of a training session. I merely sought to comfort him. Perhaps I was overzealous a bit, but there was no violation of the Code. It was a problem personal in nature, not to occur again."

The Jedi Masters stared at each other a moment.

"Politician, you should have been" Yoda finally said. "Leave us a few moments while we deliberate on this matter."

Nodding slightly, Qui-Gon stood. "By your leave" he exited, going into the outer hall.

He found a seat. I have no idea how that went.






The Jedi Masters deliberated.

"There is no proof" Aidbala stated. "It is Garoks' word against Qui-Gons'."

"Sometimes you don't need direct proof" Nukk shot. "Why would Garok lie, anyway. It's ridiculous to suggest so!"

Mace steepled his hands. "My concern here is what was not said by Qui-Gon. Technically, there is no reason to suspect-"

"Mace! Can you honestly say that you haven't wondered yourself?!" Kaddon insisted. "Many instances have come up that were rather suspicious or incriminating-"

Windu sighed. "All reasonably explained. We should not overreact here. Despite what you may think Kaddon, I do have my doubts. But again, what evidence? Nor have their duties suffered in any fashion."

"Do well to doubt" Yoda added. "Sense all is not what seems to be."

Boralis laughed bitterly. "What evidence do you need, Mace! Would you catch them together, groaning in delight?!"

Windus' lips thinned. "Simply put, we can prove nothing, despite what we may think. Without offense, there is no punishment."

"Must root out truth" Yoda insisted. "Satisfied not with Qui-Gons' answer. In meantime, must force-blind both, temporarily."

Aidbala. "Reasonable, Yoda. If the rumors are true a separation is in order, both physical and mental. Perhaps distance will restore their reason"

Nukk. "I take no joy in doing this. We could be wrong, though my instincts say otherwise."

Boralis. "We do what's necessary. And the boy must become a knight. Even Qui-Gon should value that concern above his own."

"Join and gather, then" Yoda nodded. "Afterwards will we render decision."








Qui-Gon sat impatiently in the corridor. Something is going on in there, I don't like it.

He felt his mind drift off. Strange. I feel almost as if...what??

Standing abruptly, he felt a cry in his mind. /Master!!/

"NO!!" Qui-Gon shouted.

Obi-Wan was in the library in the outer complex, when mind noise struck him. Feeling somewhat panicked, he tested his shields. Intact.

What just happened to me? he wondered, perplexed. He reached out in his shared bond. Nothing.

"What's going on?!!" he whispered, fighting to keep hysteria down.

/Master, I can't feel you!/

"Obi-Wan, are you alright?"

He looked up. Poovis, a fellow padawan, was staring.

He gulped. "I...have a headache. Nothing serious, but I've got to go!"

"Hey! What about your report from the Taragon mission?"

Obi-Wan stood quickly, collecting his information discs. "It will have to wait. I sense an emergency!" he took off.

Poovis threw her hands up. "Oh, great. Now I'll have to do all the preliminary legwork myself" she sat down among the pile of information in a huff.

Obi-Wan was already exiting the building, his thoughts far away.








Qui-Gon nearly strode into the room uninvited when Yoda opened the door.

"Come, inside now. Decision made."

"I know what you've done!" Qui-Gon nearly shouted.

Yoda was stern. "You forget yourself! Inside, now."

Once more, into the breach. the tall Jedi mused, going inside.

Obi-Wan was running at breakneck speed, with purpose.

I'd best go to our living quarters first. He may be injured, or unable to respond. Something has happened to our bond!

Sprinting through the corridors of the housing complex, he ran into Master Garok. Literally.

"See here now, padawan!" the grim Master admonished him.

Obi-Wan stood back, chided. He bowed quickly. "My apologies, Master Garok, but I believe there to be an emergency with my Master. In my haste I was not paying attention."

Garok eyed him serenely. He tucked his hands in his robe sleeves. "Fear not. Your Master is well. As will you be" he added cryptically.

Obi-Wan stared at him. "I confess, I don't understand. Do you know if something happened?" bright green eyes searched the older man.

"I know of his circumstances, you might say" Garok replied. "Qui-Gon is uninjured. Return to your living quarters, Obi-Wan, and await him there."

The young Jedi looked at him in open confusion. "At your lenience."

Garok nodded. "All will be well. Do not concern yourself" he nodded a dismissal.

Obi-Wan walked away slowly, more confounded than ever. He turned to ask a question, but Garok had disappeared into the crowd.

What goes here. First our bond is interfered with. Then I'm told not to be concerned by Garok. How is he involved in this? And what does it mean?

Shaking his head, he went home. The pointless speculation was giving him a headache.




Qui-Gon barely held his temper in check.

"So. We are blinded. This is Jedi justice!" he snapped.

"Have a care, Qui-Gon" Nukk reminded him. "Were we so quick to judgement as you imply, you would be separated already!"

"You know the Code" Aidbala added.

"Tatooed across my forehead, apparently" Qui-Gon retorted. "There is no substance to these charges, and yet-"

"And YET" Yoda interrupted. "Deny them you did not, either. This is temporary, Qui-Gon. If there is no evidence of a bonded relationship, the force blind will be lifted. Meanwhile, temper your passion, utilize your judgement. Do not force us to take further steps. The future of Obi-Wans' knighthood his our main concern."

Qui-Gon held to that. "It is mine, as well. Surely you cannot believe I would do anything to jeapordize that."

"Not intentionally" Mace replied. "But I know you perhaps better than all save one. This was not done lightly. Qui-Gon...if necessary we will save you from yourself, as well."

He snorted. Tiresome arrogance! No wonder I never took a seat on the Council.

"So be it" he nodded grimly. "It would seem we have no choice in the matter. Is Obi-Wan to suffer because of your decision?"

"Yoda shook his head. "Understand he will, when you explain. Am certain you will know how best to handle the situation. Go now. And be advised, you are observed."

Holding his head high, Qui-Gon regally exited.

At least it's only temporary. No doubt Obi-Wan is in distress. I must make it right if I can.






And distressed Obi-Wan was. He paced and sat. More futile attempts to communicate through their bond.

Fist slammed on the desk. "This is ridiculous! I should-"

He turned at a sound instead of sensing a presence.

"Master!" he bounded toward the tall figure, then caught himself. Qui-Gon advanced slowly, expression difficult to read under his cowl.

Obi-Wan stood very still. Something was wrong, very wrong. "Greetings" he said more cautiously.

Qui-Gon threw his hood back, saying nothing for a moment.

The blue eyes were dark. "Obi-Wan" he reached out.

The younger man immediately slid into his arms. Qui-Gon crushed him close.

"Please, tell me what's happened" Obi-Wans' voice was muffled against the strong neck. "Are you ill-"

"Shh. Be still a moment" Qui-Gon continued to hold him impossibly tight.

Obi-Wan returned the embrace, needing the contact. Reluctantly he pulled back a bit.

"Who has tampered with our bond and why" he demanded, emerald eyes flashing.

Qui-Gon sighed. "Come, sit down, I will explain." he led his padawan into the living room.

After putting away his outer cloak, he sat next to Obi-Wan, resting his chin in his hands.

"Where to begin? No doubt, you felt a sudden...'block' as it were, on our bond. The Council has deemed it necessary."

"What!" Obi-Wan exploded. "What sane reason could they give-"

Qui-Gon laid a finger to his lips. "Stop. Listen. The other day, when we were in the lost garden together, remember what I said to you?"

"Many things" the eyes were soft under long red lashes.

Faint smile. "Besides that. I had the feeling we were being watched? It was true."

Obi-Wans' heart dropped . "Who" his voice was dry.

Qui-Gon looked away. "Garok. Apparently he had observed us for some time."

Obi-Wan closed his eyes briefly. "He reported it to the Council."

"Yes. I was summoned to explain my actions."

"We were together" Obi-Wan flashed hidden resentment.

"I know" blue eyes regarded him slowly. "My guidance of you was questioned, as well as my motives."

Obi-Wan sat back. "That's nonsense and they know it! Our duties are not affected. How have you harmed me?"

Qui-Gon touched the smooth cheek. "They feel I have enough conscience left to consider your future as a knight. Separation was mentioned, which I rejected. Consider this a 'probationary' move."

The younger man clenched a fist. " I should go to the Council chambers and set the matter straight. How dare they hold my knighthood as blackmail. They overstep themselves!"

Qui-Gon braced him. "Be certain you don't do the same, padawan. Storming in there in such a fashion will only confirm their suspicions. It might also be the catalyst for them to take more severe action. We wait this out."

The handsome faced pinched tightly, thinking. A long, razor thin braid whipped in the air, a sign of agitation by its owner.

He thought a moment. "So it's status quo for now, then? No separation?"

Qui-Gon thumbed a sensuous lip. "Not as long as we behave ourselves."

Obi-Wan leaned into him. "I don't know if I can. I feel cold, I can't even touch your mind."

Qui-Gon wrapped long arms around. "We're still together, Obi-Wan. Not the way we may wish, but not alone either. Don't forget that."

"I'll hold that thought. Still feel empty like this, though" the spiky head leaned back, turning a little.

Qui-Gon leaned his face alongside. "I know. For what it's worth I feel incomplete too, my love. But we will endure this, I promise you."

"I believe you" Obi-Wan said, not feeling as confident as he sounded.






The next few days passed uneventfully. Obi-Wan took some time to attend their garden. It was a pleasant distraction he found more and more comforting as the days rolled on. But frustration was never far behind. He only needed to note the silent echo in his head to remind him of the 'ban'.

It makes you wonder. Have those people ever loved?

He dug furiously in the soil. "Damn!" this wasn't enough. No matter how many distractions he filled his day with, the emptiness was almost too much to bear.

Adding to that, their nosy 'keepers' found a way to check in on them every day.

He had just finished putting a Bendorian Lace Plant in newly turned soil when he heard footsteps behind him.

"Good morning, Obi-Wan. I trust you slept well."

The young Jedi turned, dusting off a pant leg. He stood up, bowed quickly.

"Good morning, Master. I thought to attend the garden."

Qui-Gon looked about. He had just showered, and wore a plush robe. "As always, you've done a magnificent job. The Lace plants are coming up well."

Obi-Wan stared at him. That's not all that's coming up well.

Emerald eyes fixed on the sculpted chest dotted with moisture. The sandy mane clung in long tendrils around broad shoulders, down the back. Thick muscled thighs peeked out from side slits in the robe.

"Give words to the thought, Obi-Wan" Qui-Gon said softly, blue eyes bright. He was too close.

His padawan looked away. "Nothing. Still can't get adjusted to this situation, I guess. But it isn't enough to have you nearby. I want you!"

He moved forward suddenly, cupping the regal face with both hands, stroking along the short beard.

"I grow weary of pretense. I love you. It's all I can do to keep from coming to your bed each night!"

Qui-Gon gripped his hands, kissing the fingertips. "Shh. Don't you know I want you as well? I think of nothing else!" he grabbed Obi-Wan impulsively.

Their noses touched. Bodies pressed close together, an electric sensation.

Obi-Wan slid his arms around the firm waist, inhaling the scent of clean skin and hair. A soft nuzzle.

"You smell good" he whispered, running his hands along the thick thighs. "And you feel good, too."

"Stop, Obi-Wan. We must have patience" Qui-Gon gasped, straining to maintain his own control. "Hold on a little longer."

Breathing heavily, Obi-Wan stood back. He was still Jedi, after all.

"So be it, Master" he said raggedly, fighting to regain his composure.

Qui-Gon stroked the handsome face along high cheekbones. "Listen to me" he whispered. "Were it my choice I would drag you down in this garden right now. But the only thing I could bear less than this is being separated from you."

Obi-Wan closed his eyes, leaning his face toward the touch. He kissed the broad hand.

"I understand. And I will do my best to comply."

"It is...difficult, beloved" Qui-Gon stared with typical intensity. "But perhaps we will be stronger in the long run because of this. At least I hope so. In any case, I will be in the study after I get dressed, if you need me."

Obi-Wan eyed him. "Very well, Master. When I am done here I will prepare breakfast."

"Excellent! I'm virtually starved as it is. Later, then." he left.

Obi-Wan watched him go, observing the rise and fall of the rounded buttocks beneath the robe...

...Fantasizing about squeezing those globes tight and teasing the crack. Holding the powerful body close, full of promise and heat. Sliding inside the tight sweetness, hearing his lover moan in ecstacy...

He looked down at a prominent bulge in the front of his work uniform.

Well, I needed a shower anyway. Better make it a cold one now.

Smiling a little, he cleaned up his work area.






Qui-Gon leaned against the wall near the study, clutching his groin.

Force take this insanity! I nearly broke back there. He is so fine and sexy. I would taste that soft skin in the morning, hear him squeal in pleasure. Ghods, it's enough to make me toss it all aside...

Sticky wetness caked inside his robe. "Hot dreams. Too much for this Jedi, I need cold water!" he laughed to himself, heading for the shower.

Obi-Wan meanwhile had gone back indoors. Pulling off his dusty work uniform, he padded toward the bedroom clad in only briefs and undershirt. He heard water running.

Strange. Master just showered. Why is he in there again?

Patiently he waited, for seemingly an eternity.

Why's he taking so long? By the force, no one can get dirty that fast. Add to the fact he was just in there not an hour ago...

Obi-Wan sat on the edge of the bed, frowning. Makes no sense. What did he do, have an accident?

Slow comprehension dawned. He grinned widely. "An accident!" he laughed out loud.

With renewed purpose, he went towards the shower.

Our love will provide our own answers, Council be damned.






Damn you, go down already!

Qui-Gon ran the cold water on high for nearly half an hour. It wasn't working. His cock ached, his balls hurt. And he couldn't stop thinking about his padawan.

This is hopeless, hopeless. I can't have him and I want him. I shouldn't want having him. Wanting to have him is driving me crazy...

"I'm going out of my mind!!" he shouted in frustration under the shower spray, cock stiffly standing out from his body.

"So am I, beloved."

Qui-Gon turned slowly, wiping water from his eyes. Obi-Wan had stepped into the stall. Growing wetness displayed the full nipples against his undershirt. Qui-Gon couldn't help but notice the sizeable bulge down below, either.

"Obi-Wan" Qui-Gons' voice was husky with desire. "I want you to leave. Now. You know the situation we're in."

Green eyes blazed. "No governing body dictates my feelings. I am done with pretending, Qui-Gon!"

Qui-Gon stepped forward a little. "I'll say it once again. Leave!" his body shook.

"Tell me again" Obi-Wan tore off the wet shirt slowly, pulling it away. Hot eyes never left Qui-Gon.

Long lashes lowered. He moved closer. "Tell me you don't want me" he whispered, "and I will leave."

Obi-Wan leaned against the tiled wall, wiggling the soaked briefs free with his hips. He continued to stare at Qui-Gon...

...Who stood rooted to the spot, unable to look away. His eyes roamed up and down the voluptuous body.

Obi-Wan slipped muscled arms around the strong neck. "Kiss me" he insisted. "Or throw me out" the full lips parted, face flushed with desire.

Qui-Gon snatched him close, crushing their lips together. //If only I could touch your mind again, my love...//

/?!!/

//Obi-Wan!//

/Yes. Love you. It's back./

Loud, sucking kisses on faces and throats. Sliding tongues, flicking in and out. Water slicked bodies sliding together in mounting heat, hips moving slowly in rhythm. Obi-Wan stroked the long tail of hair plastered down Qui-Gons' back.

//Beautiful, love you, my Obi...//

/Yesss...want it!/

Hot tongues met in sweet abandon. Qui-Gon turned off the shower, dragging Obi-Wan out of the stall, deep kissing him all the way to the bedroom...

...cradling him down onto the mattress, still smacking tongue until they were nearly breathless.

The green eyes glowed. "Ghods, missed this so much..." Obi-Wan gasped for air. Qui-Gon claimed his mouth a second time. Broad hands played with the shapely chest, teasing plump nipples up further.

//I can hold back no longer, my Obi. Let the Council do what they will, I love you!//

"Yes!" Obi-Wan rasped. "Don't care anymore..."

Sliding down, Qui-Gon slithered hot tongue along the fine jaw, into the hollow under the adams' apple. Obi-Wan bounced up at the touch. Wet kisses across the collarbone, nip and bite. Suckling the plump nipples, reddening them further. Obi-Wan moaned, squirming and clutching the broad back.

"Love the way you taste" Qui-Gon murmured against silky skin. A wicked grin. "Breakfast!"

The long mane of hair trailed across the sensitive chest, tickling and arousing further. Something poked Qui-Gon in the side.

"Aaaah!" Obi-Wan arched up. "Hurry, my love!"

Hot slap laps on the clenching stomach. Qui-Gon sucked around the groin area, settling on lush balls.

//Delectable. Very tasty.//

He chewed and nipped them gently, one then the other.

Obi-Wan cried out, bouncing and wrapping golden thighs around the tousled head.

He rocked higher, sensations carrying him near the edge. Qui-Gon slapped the juicy buttocks hard as he deep throated, pulling on the velvet head then plunging down the shaft again. His own cock strained and ached beneath him.

"Aaaugh...yessss"

Gasping, Obi-Wan threw his legs wide open. Qui-Gon leaned inside, sucking on the tight opening, teasing it with tongue. Sliding a tickling beard along the balls and shaft. Slipping a finger inside, then another and another...

Hooking them in the hot channel, twisting and turning. Obi-Wan grabbed the broad shoulders, already beginning to leak.

"Aughh...give it to me!!" he shouted, face hot with need. "Come on!"

Trembling legs flew high in the air. Qui-Gon lunged forward, plowing inside. Muscled legs gripped his hips. They rocked together, flying high...

Minds touching, sensation and emotion joining together. Eyes closed, reaching the peak...

//Love you...so much//

/Always...forever/

Jacking and thrashing they exploded together, pleasure ripping their senses. Thick heat splattered between them. Reality winked out.

"ohhh" Obi-Wan moaned softly, wrapped around his love. "That was so good."

Qui-Gon nuzzled the soft neck. "Mmm. As hot as the first time" he rasped, voice thick, regal features soft.

They lay quietly as their bodies and minds calmed. Slow stroking, wrapped around each other. Warm against the world...

or so they thought. Silent footsteps had entered their living quarters.




At the onset of the Jedi tryst, certain Councilmembers felt a surge in the force, a reconnection.

"How is this possible?" Garok demanded. "We blocked their bond!"

Yoda appeared dismayed. "Too strong, apparently is. Steps must be taken now. No choice."

Windu nodded, resigned. The decision was made, now. "Would that it hadn't come to this, but they were warned."

"Strong are their feelings for one another" Nukk added. "But clearly they must be separated now, permanently. Obi-Wans' future is at stake. We cannot risk it."

"I witnessed the transgression once. I'll not do it again!!" Garok insisted. "It disgusts me!"

Mace sighed, waved him off. "I will go. There is no use delaying this. Perhaps it was a mistake to allow them to reside in the same quarters. The temptation was too great."

Yoda reseated himself in the chamber. "Perhaps. Could have been inevitable, in any case. Saw warning signs. Go then, Mace. We will await."

Nodding slightly, Windu exited the Council room.






Normally Jedi did not lock their doors, such was the level of trust among them. It was considered a breach of etiquette to intrude unless invited. Windu entered the area of the complex where Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon lived. Lost in thought, he barely acknowledged the deferential bows that greeted him.

These are extreme circumstances. They have overstepped their bounds and must pay Mace attempted to convince himself, but old feelings for Qui-Gon tempered his resolution.

A wave of emotion battered his shields, making him stagger. Images flashed across his mind. Images of his once love with his new love, twined in heat.

Damn this all!! unreasoning rage and jealously flamed across his mind. He was not exempt from these things, despite being a Master.

Must be calm. Duty first. Perhaps later I can throw things.

The elegant Jedi walked inside uninvited, filled with apprehension.






The two lovers were still entangled, bodies shining from loving and heat. Qui-Gon smiled softly at Obi-Wan, pecking slow kisses on his eyelids. Obi-Wan positively glowed, running sculpted hands through the long sandy mane that trailed across them both.

"So perfect" Qui-Gon whispered low. "I could stay like this forever" quick cat licks in a curved ear.

"Can't...stay in this bed all day" Obi-Wan eyes were closed in bliss.

Qui-Gon sucked on the pouty lips. "Says who" he rumbled low. The deep eyes sparkled.

Soft chuckle in response. "On second thought..." emerald eyes opened slowly...

...only to see dark brown ones approaching above them, full of retribution and fire.

Cold shock went down his spine, erasing the aftermath fog of loving.

"Oh, oh ghods..." Obi-Wan whispered in disbelief.

Qui-Gon jolted, spun around. Too late. "Mace!" he nearly shouted, rolling off of Obi-Wan..

The deep hued Master stared at them both a long moment, a tower of judgement.

"Yes. We meet under unfortuneate circumstances. You will get dressed and accompany me. Immediately" the voice was ice.

Unconsciously, Obi-Wan reached for a sheet to cover himself. Mortified, he looked down.

Amazingly, Qui-Gon was defiant. The long mane tumbled in a wild frame around his head and back. "How do you come here! You were uninvited-"

Met with equal thunder. "Silence. You are in transgression against a padawan. Judgement will be passed by the Council. Now get dressed."

Qui-Gon reached for Obi-Wan, who still wouldn't look up. "There is nothing to be ashamed of, do you hear me!"

"Yes, Master" small voice.

"You have exercised poor judgement, Qui-Gon" Windu admonished him. "The penalties are severe. We gave you the benefit of the doubt and you cast it aside. Do you deny this?"

Fuming, Qui-Gon said nothing. He looked away.

"Get dressed, padawan" Mace instructed Obi-Wan. The young man slid off the bed. Wrapping a sheet around himself, he all but ran from the room.

Qui-Gon found his voice. "Why are you doing this! Are you mad."

"Why??" Mace strained to keep his own feelings out of the equation. "You know the Code, yet you persisted! Are the tenets by which you've lived your entire life to be tossed aside so easily?"

Qui-Gon stood, ignoring his state of undress. 'That wasn't the intent! Surely some allowance here could be made-"

Mace forced his eyes up. Qui-Gon was difficult enough not to stare at fully dressed. Their history only aggravated him Strong musk hit his face. He looked aside.

"We gave you a chance to redeem yourselves. But -"

"Redeem ourselves! Will you listen to yourself. You make this sound like a primal sin!"

Dark eyes sparked. "This will not be tried here."

Obi-Wan returned, wearing traditional robes. Emerald eyes darted quickly at Qui-Gon, then over to Mace.

"If you would, Qui-Gon" Windu indicated for him to get dressed. His eyes slipped down, roaming briefly on the powerful physique. Obi-Wan stared in dawning comprehension. Of course, they were once...

Qui-Gon forged a small smile. //Haven't seen it in awhile, have you? It's still good.//

Angry glare in response. //Devil! You won't taunt me here.//

Sexual tension hung in the air. "I'd best get dressed, then" Qui-Gon glided out gracefully. Windu again strayed his eyes, watching the muscled back and buttocks flex in retreat. The wild tail of hair was everywhere.

Obi-Wan continued to stare at the Jedi Master with barely concealed anger.

Windu sensed it. "You have something to say, padawan? Control your anger."

"My anger is well under control" Obi-Wan retorted. "We are both adults. You have no right to interfere here. We knew what we were doing!"

"That is precisely the problem, padawan" Windu replied. Fiery and hotheaded, like Qui-Gon. The influence is there, but once separated, the boy can be retrieved...

"It isn't the problem!" Obi-Wan exploded. "Don't you know what it means to love?"

Windu stood in front of him. "Mind your station, padawan. Have a care. You know the tenets. I will not be overruled by wild emotion here."

Obi-Wan took a daring chance. "I sense not, Master Windu. The evidence of that was a moment ago, before my Master left."

Windu could almost smile. Perceptive brat. But his defiance will be his downfall.

"Padawan, you will be silent. Speak again at your peril!"

Obi-Wan turned away, a living statue.

Qui-Gon returned, a taller version of statue, clad in dark brown robes. The horsetail was neatly braided down his back.

"I am ready. Let this farce be done with, Windu."

Silently, the three men left for the Main Council Chambers.






It was all Obi-Wan could do to endure the stares as they walked through the main corridor. Whenever he glanced back, eyes immediately averted.

You'd think we had a disease. Does everyone know about this?

The lethal silence followed them through the booming chambers. Obi-Wan glanced at his love.

He always holds his head high, no matter what. I shall do the same.

Defiantly they strode into the main arena. The entire Council ringed the ampitheatre. Obi-Wan cringed slightly. /Damn. This is bad./

Qui-Gon stood closer to him. //Remember we are in this together.//

Obi-Wan glanced about. /They're all against us./

Mace took his place on the dias, seating himself.

Yoda stood forward, addressing the assembly. "Qui-Gon, Obi-Wan. Punitive punishment is to be decided here for infraction of the Code. Master Garok, present your case for all to hear."

/No, not that.../

//Obi-Wan. Attend!//

Garok took the floor. "Weeks ago, I was assigned the task of observing remote locations on Coruscant for reclamation. During my investigation I went to the lost garden. What I found there were the two Jedi who stand before you now."

"Why were they there" Nukk asked.

Garok gave Qui-Gon a hard look. "For the purpose of engaging in sexual activity. I retreated once I recognized them and reported the infraction."

Qui-Gon resented the situation being presented in such clinical terms. "I object-" he began.

"You will have ample opportunity for defense, Qui-Gon" Ooreth interrupted. "If such there is. Meanwhile, be silent."

Fuming, he said nothing. Garok continued.

"My concern is for Obi-Wan. His knighthood trials are but two years away. This must not be jeapordized for the sake of idle pleasure, or lust by a Master."

"You don't know anything!" Obi-Wan exploded suddenly. "No one took advantage of me-"

"Obi-Wan!" Qui-Gon hissed.

"Stripling, be warned" Yoda reminded him. "You force a rendering in judgement by your actions. Speak when spoken to, not before."

In muted anger, Obi-Wan fell silent, green eyes flashing.

"I need not explain to the Council the ramifications of such an incident" Garok's thin features darkened. "A dangerous precedent would be set. Once an established pattern of behavior is set, it is difficult to break."

Obi-Wan looked at Qui-Gon in disbelief. /They make us sound like lab animals!/

Qui-Gon stared ahead. //Let them judge as they will. It matters not.//

Garok reseated himself.

Boralis. "Qui-Gon. For the benefit of the Council who did not attend the preliminary inquiry, please repeat your explanation of your actions."

Qui-Gon pursed his lips. "I stated that I embraced Obi-Wan in an attempt to comfort him and may have been overzealous in doing so."

"And this 'comforting' led to sexual activity?!"

"I didn't say that" he responded tightly.

"Why were you in the lost garden?"

"I...it was a random occurance."

Obi-Wan stepped up. /Master, please. Don't do this, they will only.../

Boralis' square jaw set. "You expect this council to believe you just wandered around into the lost garden? I think not, Qui-Gon! Wasn't it a planned tryst with your padawan? The truth!"

Murmurs among Council members.

"Again you delay a response, Qui-Gon. Why? Or have you forgotten your training!"

The legendary temper flared. "I forget nothing, Boralis! You want the truth? You will have it then. I am guilty as charged-"

"No!" Obi-Wan shouted, grabbing his arm.

Qui-Gon stood, a statue. He continued. "Guilty of being in love. Guilty of acting on it. And guilty of not living in fear!" he thundered.

The Council exploded. Windu covered his eyes.

Aidbala. "You will explain this! This will not pass!"

"You are mad, man! You cannot engage so with a padawan! You know the Code forbids it!" Ooni insisted.

"Do you think to flaunt this indiscretion and go unpunished, Qui-Gon?" Yoda demanded. "In favor, once was. No more. Separated you will be!"

Everything was blowing out of control. Obi-Wan couldn't take anymore.

"You talk as if I'm not here!" Obi-Wan shouted. "We are both adults, and capable of making our own decisions. I am as guilty as Qui-Gon. It was mutual, no one took advantage of me. You refuse to see that!"

Yodas' ears quivered. "Indeed. Share punishment you will!

"Obi-Wan" Windu asked him. "Is your knighthood of so little importance to you now? Would you cast your life as a Jedi aside?"

"Why should I be forced to make such a decision?" the handsome Jedi insisted. "What calamity have we caused? I've said it before, and I'll say it again: have any of you people ever loved?!"

"You think to judge us, stripling?" Kaddon raised an eyebrow. "Whether we know love is not the issue here. The issue is that of indulgence by your Master. We would not see you dragged down."

Obi-Wan fought for control. And something else. "The Council thinks little of me, then. I'm not a fool, or a child being led by the nose. I stand before you with the man I would spend my life with. I offer no apologies for that."

//Stars, you do me proud// Qui-Gon smiled faintly at him.

"See the contamination!" Garok noted. "Qui-Gon's influence has clearly corrupted this young man, clouding his mind."

Aidbala. "No one here thinks you a fool, Obi-Wan. But we do have your best interests in mind. Your duties and training are not to be influenced by such a relationship. As stated, your knighthood trials are not far away."

Obi-Wan considered a moment. "Knighthood is important to me, but it is not my only option in life. I ask the Council not to force me to choose. Surely there must be a way-"

Boralis. "The way of the Jedi is the way you were raised. All must not be cast aside for pleasure. You are still young, Obi-Wan. Decisions made with the heart now may not last. Worse, you may regret and resent your choice long after. Would you wish such a future?"

In desperation, Obi-Wan looked at Qui-Gon again.

/Are they even listening to me at all?/

//No. I weary of this.//

"Qui-Gon. Have you a defense before judgement is rendered" Yodas' voice was hard. The chamber grew deathly silent.

The tall Jedi considered. "Judgement appears to have been decided upon. I can only say this: I've been a Jedi my entire life. Always have I held the tenets in highest regard. This didn't happen out of disobedience or disrespect, but out of love. I have no defense. But I cannot turn aside my feelings for Obi-Wan either. There seems to be no resolution here."

"You force our hand then. Immediately will Obi-Wan be assigned a new Master. You will return to educational duties, until another padawan is assigned."

"No way in Sith" Obi-Wan hissed under his breath.

"I find that unacceptable" Qui-Gon stood defiant.

"It's not your decision to make anymore!" Adtweer was angry. She had often backed Qui-Gon in the past. "Judgement has been rendered!"

The blue eyes were midnight, stormy. "But not accepted, Adtweer. None dictate my heart, not even the Council. If I could comply and be the perfect Jedi, I would do so. But I have never been and never will be!"

The Masters conversed amongst themselves. Yoda banged his cane.

"Enough! You give me no choice, either of you. Banishment and shunning are your fate. You will not be reasonable, nor will I!"

"It is not about reason" Windu was resigned. "But there are no options here."

"Do you agree to this, Obi-Wan, or will you come to your senses?" Boralis demanded.

Obi-Wan looked about the Council chamber, noting the anxious faces. He turned to the one he loved most. He took Qui-Gons' hand.

"There is only one choice for me. Render your decision and be done with it."

Aidbala looked pained. "Obi-Wan, no. You are destined to be a great knight."

The young Jedi looked into Qui-Gons' eyes. "I am destined to be my own man. The rest is what I make it. Nothing is lost here, but everything is gained."

"Hopeless!" Garok stuttered in disbelief. "Be proud of your handiwork, Qui-Gon!"

"I am" Qui-Gon all but ignored him.

"Face me, both of you" Yoda told them. They turned.

"Henceforth, you are shunned. Cast out. Your names, driven from all record, all thought will be. No longer Jedi. Return your lightsabers."

Wordlessly, they reached in the folds of their robes, placing sabers on the dias floor.

"Begone. No more to be said." Yoda turned his back.

"One last thing will I say now" Qui-Gon boomed. The Council started in surpise.

"I look at your attitudes, and wonder if this hasn't been for the best. You are locked into stale dictates that make no allowances for living beings with independent thought. Choke on your rigid controls, and pray that it isn't the downfall of the Jedi someday."

"OUT!!" Yoda shouted.

Qui-Gon pulled Obi-Wan along. "Gladly. The air is stale here."

They walked out on the stunned Council.








As they exited the Council area and walked about, Jedi scattered at their approach. No one so much as glanced in their direction.

Like we don't exist. Obi-Wan was dismayed.

Qui-Gon gripped his hand firmly. "We will get through this, Obi-Wan. Come, we must make preparations to leave."

Once inside their quarters, they began packing.

"Where will we go? What will we do?" The young man sounded pained.

"We will find our own way, beloved. Someplace where others won't shame our love or debase it."

Obi-Wan looked about slowly. "This has been my whole life. All I've ever been is a Jedi."

Qui-Gon put down his duffle bag, reached out and held him close. "It will be hard to adjust, I don't deny it. If you have any regrets, say so now. The Council-"

Obi-Wan pulled him into a kiss. /No regrets. I love you./

"Let's be off then. There is nothing for us here anymore..."

The bell rung. They looked at each other.

"Were you expecting anyone?" Obi-Wan looked surprised.

"No-" Qui-Gon went to the door.

Mace Windu stood in the hallway. "May I come in?"

Qui-Gons' eyes were hard. "More fire and thunder, Mace? Enough already!"

The elegant Jedi shook his head. "I'm not here to fight. I just wanted to wish both of you well. It is...regretful that such extreme choices have been made."

"Should the tenets not change, count on this happening in the future as well" Qui-Gon snapped. "It's all unecessary. We will leave as soon as possible-"

"Qui-Gon" Mace pleaded. He placed a hand on the broad shoulder.

//Please. Reconsider.//

"If you require privacy" Obi-Wan nodded. "I will leave."

"Obi-Wan I regret this for you as well" Mace told him. "You are a fine young man. I've never had anything but the utmost respect for you. Never doubt your talent in the force."

Obi-Wan was stunned. "Thank-thank you" he stammered.

"And I owe you this much as well. The truth is, I was jealous as you so accurately pointed out . But I wish you well" the eyes roamed to Qui-Gon. "Both of you. You are most fortuneate."

"Thank you, Menre" Qui-Gon said softly.

Menre? Obi-Wan wondered.

Smiling faintly, Mace touched Qui-Gon on the forehead. //Would that it were me you were running off with. You always were a hopeless romantic.//

Qui-Gon returned the slight smile. //Who's hopeless now? Still chasing, after all this time.//

Obi-Wan watched the exchange intently. It's their final farewell. I can understand this, though I will be glad to close this chapter.

Windu approached him. "Force be strong with you Obi-Wan. In truth, it already is" he hugged him briefly. "Take care of him, will you?"

More stunned than the first time, Obi-Wan could but nod.

With one last glance at Qui-Gon, he left.

Obi-Wan took a moment to speak. "Are you ready to go?"

Qui-Gon stared at the door a moment. "Yes. More than I can say."

Inexplicable nervousness struck the young man. "What do you mean by that?!"

Qui-Gon turned to him suddenly, grabbing his arms. "No, Obi-Wan. You are my beloved with whom I would spend my life with. Never doubt that!"

He looked away. "It's just that...I saw so much regret in your eyes just now."

"For many things. Who lives who never doubts? But my choice is the right one. The only one for me. Do you understand that?"

Smiling, emerald eyes were bright with emotion. "Yes."

Qui-Gon kissed the pouty lips. "Then let's blow this burg."




The following month they had set up an apartment on the planet Uerruk, a primarily agricultural society. Both former Jedi welcomed the change of pace from high tech worlds. Qui-Gon found employment as a social counselor. Obi-Wan privately tutored children in mathmatics.

They cuddled on a large cot in their enclosed garden, enjoying the sunshine filtering through tinted glass panes and overgrown plants.

"The Brii trees are getting too tall, my love" Obi-Wan looked up. "I don't know if they can be trimmed again before they crash through the ceiling or topple over."

Qui-Gon squinted as well. "Let's hope not. I'd hate to be found with a tree on my stomach. Considering everything we've been through, how ridiculous would it be!"

Obi-Wan touched the arched cheekbones. Something had nagged at him for weeks, but he wasn't sure how to broach the subject.

//What are you thinking// blue eyes were gentle.

"I...wanted to know something. What does 'Menre' mean? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to" he quickly added.

Qui-Gon kissed the smooth throat. "It is your right to know. It is an ancient term of endearment on Windus' world. It means 'once love.'"

Obi-Wan sat up at that, sun and shadow sculpting his shapely chest.

"Once love??" he stammered in disbelief. "You mean you no longer??"

Qui-Gon smiled. "A long time ago, beloved. We were younger even than you. For a while it lasted, but as we went through adulthood, the relationship lost strength on that level. But we always remained friends."

Obi-Wan persisted. "But he still wanted more. I could feel his desire for you that day he dragged us to the Council."

"What matter? Where do you see me now?" Qui-Gons' eyes twinkled. "Of course, if you don't want me, I guess I could settle for his bed..." he moved as if to leave.

Obi-Wan pinned him, laughing. "Don't you dare! You're all mine, Qui-Gon. Mace will just have to dream of the past. He'll get nothing else."

"True" Qui-Gon smirked. "And past shadows have no substance now. So come here, already!" he reached out.

Obi-Wan still wasn't finished talking. "But I wanted to ask you something else. What about-"

Lunging forward, Qui-Gon suckled hard on a lush nipple.

"Aah!" Obi-Wan squirmed. "I...ah..wondered...AAAH!"

A broad hand reached under the covers, massaging silky balls, pinching them. A wide thumb rubbed on the tip of a throbbing shaft.

"Would...OOH!...can't....ugggh...ghods!"

A hot mouth sucked on the hollow under the adams' apple, teasing it with tongue. Obi-Wan clenched and bucked. Hard nips on the now swollen nipples. Tongue lapping at the navel, poking it out.

"I WANTED TO ASK YOU ABOUT!" Obi-Wan attempted, his body tightening in pleasure. Back arched, eyes closed. Fists tangled in long hair.

//Too damn loud. For all the wrong reasons// Qui-Gon deep throated him, thrusting fingers inside in rhythm.

Obi-Wan groaned, rocking and bouncing on the cot as Qui-Gon slapped the golden thighs. He cried out.

"QUI-GONNNNNN!!!" a thick stream fired into a waiting mouth, filling it. Qui-Gon gulped greedily.

Twitching and spasming as his orgasm subsided, Obi-Wan looked about in a daze, eyes unfocused.

Qui-Gon kissed the tip of his cock, bouncing the shaft against his face playfully. "Now what was your question?" the deep voice rumbled.

Obi-Wan sighed in blissful satisfaction. "Who cares!!"

Laughing, Qui-Gon pulled the sheets around them both.





THE END