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unlike everything else herein.
Summary: Qui-Gon's thoughts on his Padawan. Mirror piece to For
The World Is Hollow and I Have Touched the Sky
"Debris of a cliff edge tumbling like the waxing and waning of
desire"
Desire in general may fade and burst, but my love for you will
remain eternal. You have grown up before my eyes from a young
boy, all elbows and knees, forever tripping over your own feet,
into the extremely handsome man I now see before me. And
handsome you most definitely are. Everywhere we have visited on
our many mission you have left behind numerous broken hearts,
hundreds of women, and men, who crave your attention.
I also know that I am not immune to your charm, elegance, and
beauty.
Often I wonder how you would react if I was to confess my
undying love for you.
Would you blush and be embarrassed?
Would you run out of the room, unable to face me?
Would you race to the council, demanding a new master?
Of course, I know there is no chance that you could ever feel
for me the way I feel for you. I will never know how it feels
to be the one that your heart is dedicated to. Never will I see
those beautiful eyes of yours swirling full of undying passion
and lust, aimed at me. Never will I hear those fateful words "I
love you" in your voice. I will never be able to kiss those
luscious lips until the breath leaves your body. My hands will
never roam over that muscular chest, to bring your nipples to
attention.
Many an hour when you believe me to be mediating have I been in
truth visioning all the things I want to do to you. Imagining
you screaming my name in pleasure as I tip you over the edge
time and again.
Never will I be able possess you body and soul. I will never be
yours, nor you mine. At least not in the way I wish. After all,
what would a virile young man such as yourself want with
someone like me, when you can have whoever you wish.
You are a kind-hearted soul, and I know you will forgive an old
man his fantasies but I cannot help but hope that when we stand
on the edge you will be by my side forever."
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