Living In The Moment

by G. Bonobo



Archive: master_apprentice, and eventually at G. Bonobo's House of Monkey Love

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: smut and a little bit of Jedi Mind Control influence

Spoilers: Heavy spoilers. Takes place concurrently to the movie, with slight... twists.

Summary: Qui-Gon embraces the concept of living fully in each moment. Carpe Diem.

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Qui-Gon faced Watto squarely. "Credits will do fine," he insisted again with an emphatic wave of his hand.

"No they won't!" the hovering merchant repeated acerbically. "What do you think you are, waving your hand around like some Jedi?"

"Well then, perhaps we can agree to some sort of a trade?" Qui-Gon stalled. They couldn't leave the planet without those parts. He stilled his mind, refusing to let the desperation of their situation affect his bargaining skills.

"Trade? What have you got to trade?" Watto scratched himself thoughtfully.

The Jedi master would have to call his Padawan on the com-link and ask for an inventory of the ship. But thoughts of Obi-Wan gave Qui-Gon an idea. "Rough trade?" he offered casually.

"Hmph." Watto's wings fluttered lazily, keeping him airborne. "I usually go to the boy's mother for that sort of thing, but if you think you can do better..." He left the thought unfinished.

Qui-Gon knew he had piqued the merchant's interest. "If I can do better... what?"

Shaking himself, Watto refused to yield to the temptation the tall, handsome man presented. "If you can do better, maybe I ought to sell my woman and buy you instead." Chuckling, Watto led the way through piles of scrap metal and aging droids.

Jedi mind tricks might not affect the merchant, but the Force was still with Qui-Gon. The Jedi reached out and stimulated the pleasure center of the flying creature's brain. Watto's body spasmed, yet maintained his customary altitude, despite erratic wing beats and the growing pleasure he was feeling. Though he tried to ignore the sensations, the sexual urge became too urgent. Not caring who saw, Watto unfastened his trousers and with a tremendous jolt achieved his species' equivalent of orgasm. A faintly phosphorescent puddle gleamed in the shadows of a dead droid before evaporating. Trying to pretend that nothing out of the ordinary had occurred, Watto fastened his clothing, and led the way back to the storefront.

Behind him Qui-Gon chuckled. If he was better than the woman? Though he was no closer to an arrangement with the merchant than before, the Jedi knew he'd have an interesting story to tell his Padawan when he returned to the ship.




The storm had forced Qui-Gon and his companions to seek shelter with the boy, Anakin, and his mother. Everyone pretended the polite fiction of solitude as the Jedi Master called Obi-Wan on the comlink to request an inventory of the ship, and keep the captain informed of their whereabouts.

"Negotiations did not proceed as smoothly as we could have hoped," Qui-Gon admitted to his Padawan learner.

"I'm sorry, Master." Qui-Gon could detect a slight note of amusement in his apprentice's voice. "You're staying in town?"

"Yes. With a young boy and his mother. He's quite extraordinary. The force is very strong with him," the Jedi reported.

"And the mother?" Obi-Wan prompted.

Qui-Gon was silent for a moment too long before answering. "She is an excellent hostess, very generous with what little they have."

"Ah." The two Jedi were so attuned to each other, Qui-Gon could almost see the grin forming on Obi-Wan's lips. "Well, don't do anything I wouldn't do."

"That will give me a great deal of leeway, then," Qui-Gon teased his student. "What are you wearing?" he changed the topic abruptly.

Obi-Wan answered calmly. "Well, I was just getting ready for bed. I'm wearing a pair of silk pants and a saucy grin. Don't you wish you were here?"

"Is anyone with you?" Qui-Gon pursued.

"Not yet," was all Obi-Wan would admit to.

Qui-Gon closed the comlink with visions of his apprentice entertaining as many of the young queen's handmaidens as would fit on the narrow bed in their cabin. Chuckling, the Jedi Master rejoined conversation in the Skywalker household.




"I'm not so sure I ought to let Ani race tomorrow," Shmi fretted. Jar Jar and the youngsters had gone to bed, and Qui-Gon was alone with Anakin's mother. "He might get hurt. He might die."

"The Force is with him," the Jedi insisted. "Don't be afraid. There is an old Jedi saying that fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, and hate leads to suffering."

"But I am already suffering!" Shmi insisted with quiet desperation.

Qui-Gon took Shmi's hands in his own and locked eyes with the slave woman. "Concentrate on the moment: this moment. You are not in pain. Your son sleeps peacefully in the next room. Live for this moment and you will not suffer." Qui-Gon knew that such philosophies would probably not reassure the woman. The Force might be strong with her, but she was mostly ignorant of the Jedi tradition. That was why he was using the power of his mind to calm and comfort her.

"Do you live for the moment?" The woman was relaxing.

Qui-Gon chuckled. "Most certainly. My apprentice argues with me still, but though it is wise to be mindful of the future, we live our lives in each present moment." His agile thumbs absently caressed Shmi's knuckles, relaxing her further.

"Do Jedi love?" Shmi asked suddenly.

"Jedi have emotions like everyone else. We try to eliminate the darker emotions: hate, fear, anger, jealousy, but we still feel."

"No, I mean, do Jedi love," Shmi re-stated boldly, making her emphasis clear.

The Jedi Master released the woman's hands to gently stroke her face. With his mind, he began to tease the edges of her brain's pleasure centers. "Yes, we do." The woman sighed, and abandoned herself to his embrace. As Qui-Gon's body responded to having an attractive woman in his arms, it amused him to think of Shmi as a midichlorian magnet. All of his midichlorians were certainly aching to be with her.




"I'll take that bet," Qui-Gon found himself saying. "The podracer against the boy and his mother."

"No podracer is worth two slaves!" Watto insisted, wondering why he felt so uneasy with this deal. He assumed the podracer had been stolen, but that had never been a concern before. But the merchant had not slept well the night before, plagued by desires he couldn't subdue, and tortured by visions of the beautiful man and what he could do with his hands and his mouth.

Qui-Gon deliberated a moment. "Fine. The boy and his mother against the podracer and the chance to see me get it on with the woman." "Can I join in?" the flying blue creature scratched his chin with a speculative gleam in his eye, wondering if he could find a way to buy this beautiful man.

"You had your chance yesterday, and you turned me down," the Jedi insisted smugly.

Watto was disappointed, but had already decided which of the local slavers to contact for arranging a kidnapping. He and the woman would breed beautiful children that Watto could sell to brothels or as servants to the Hutts. "I have a chance cube here. Blue, the boy. Red, his mother."

Qui-Gon knew what choice he had to make. With a wave of his hand he altered the movement of the loaded chance cube, tipping it in favor of blue. If Ani won today's race he would be free to follow the Jedi path. Shmi would survive on her own, a new son growing in her belly to replace the one she was about to lose. Qui-Gon's focus was on the present moment, trusting the Force to take care of the future.

Watto flew away, grumbling heavily, as the Skywalkers, Padme and Ani's friend arrived, riding double on a native animal.

"Good Morning!" Qui-Gon beamed at Shmi, helping her down from the beast she'd been riding.

Shmi looked flustered, trying vainly not let the remembered pleasure of the night before distract her from the worry at hand. But, somehow during the night's exercises, Shmi forgot much of her anxiety, and was oddly calm about the prospect of watching her son risk his life in the races today. Maybe it was the proprietary way the tall, handsome Jedi took her arm, and surreptitiously brushed against her still-sensitive breasts, distracting her from the troubles of a slave's life. She knew that soon he would leave. In the part of her mind that was still thinking rationally, she wondered if she could get this Jedi to take Anakin with him when he left. Any punishment would be worth knowing her son would live free.




On his way to the Hutt, Watto stopped at Sebulba's camp to reassure himself he'd made the right decision.

"You're going to win today, right?" the merchant asked anxiously.

"Don't I always?" Sebulba responded in Huttese.

"But today, especially, you're sure you're going to win, right?" Watto pressed.

Sensing something was up, Sebulba decided to toy with the old blue thing. "I don't know. Maybe today I'm tired. Maybe today I'm lazy. I might lose today."

Gulping, Watto knew what he had to do. "How can I convince you the importance of this particular race, o munificent Sebulba?" He wasn't sure what the words meant, but they sounded pretty good.

Sebulba chuckled throatily and unfastened his pants with agile feet. "Maybe I just need a little encouragement."

Watto hovered for a brief, indecisive moment before landing on the ground between Sebulba's hands. The famous pod-racer's sexual organs nested like spaghetti between his legs. Taking a deep breath, Watto bent his head to service the other being, and to ensure that Sebulba would crush Anakin in the races today. The loss of a slave was a financial setback, but with the newcomers enslaved he could breed as many humans as he wanted.




At the end of the day, the race was won, lives were decided, and Qui-Gon took a moment with Shmi as Anakin packed to get ready for this new adventure.

"I tried to bargain for you both, but I failed. I would have done anything..." Qui-Gon began.

"Knowing Anakin will be safe and free is enough. You will train him?"

"I will."

Shmi lifted her skirts quickly. "We haven't much time. Anakin doesn't have much to pack." Qui-Gon took advantage of this last opportunity, and their coupling was brief, almost violent. Pressed against the wall of her tiny dwelling by this giant man, Shmi decided her son would live a very lucky life if he had attracted the attentions of a stud like this one.




Qui-Gon settled Anakin in the common room. "Why don't you see if you can take a nap. It's been a long day." Anakin just shivered. "Jar Jar, would you keep an eye on the boy?"

"Okey-day!" the amphibian agreed cheerfully, and sat down to teach the boy the rudiments of losing at holo-chess.

Returning to the cabin he shared with his apprentice, Qui-Gon knew he was in for an argument. But Obi-Wan just looked at his master, thoughtfully, and resumed the conversation they'd begun in the loading bay. "If the Force guided you to this decision, it must be the right one. This boy Anakin is very strong with the Force. Do you think the council with consent to train him?"

"The future will take care of itself, young padawan," Qui-Gon insisted, stripping and joining his Padawan on the bed.

"Yes. I remember, master." A sensual smile lit Obi-Wan's face. Obi-Wan extended his mind to brush against the pleasure centers in Qui-Gon's brain. The Jedi Master gasped with pleasure, the tender touch of his mind echoed in the tender touch on his skin. In body, mind and soul the two men became one being for a time, consumed by the pleasure of the moment.

As they drifted to sleep, tangled in each other's arms, Obi-Wan sighed. "I really liked this moment, Master."

Qui-Gon chuckled sleepily. "Sometimes that's all we have."