A Dream, A Second

by Elektra Pendragon



Title: A Dream, A Second

Author: Elektra Pendragon

Homepage: http://Ms_Elektra.tripod.com/fanfiction.html

Archive: Yes on MA. Other places ask first.

Category: Q/O, Drabble, angst, point of view

Rating: G

Spoilers: None

Summary: Duel drabbles: Obi-Wan's thoughts on his lost Master, Qui-Gon's thoughts on death.

Disclaimer: Place and people belongs to GL.

Feedback: Talk dirty to me: ms_elektra@hotmail.com

Special Thanks to a Special Person: To Cerasi, who has a beautiful heart, a noble mind, and wonderful words. Thank you for letting me use them.



A Dream

When I close my eyes, I can still see his face. The image has faded over the years, but it is there at the corners of my memories, as omnipresent as the Force. Soft, petal-warm lips. A smile, hard won from a stern face. His laughter recalled though the cause of it is forgotten. Eyes, blue and bright as the Coruscant night, lit by his inner flame. His hands capable of great strength or great weakness, holding a weapon or holding me. Compassion. Austerity. Passion. Serenity. A heart I will never know again. A dream that is lost upon waking.



A Second

Funny, you can't even promise a second of your life to anyone, especially to those that mean the most to you. I gave him my body, I gifted him with my love, I swore to him my everything. But my life--it belongs to no one. Least of all me. To not be able to guarantee him a single moment, it breaks my heart. Such a small thing really. Insignificant. Delicate. Fragile. More valuable than gold, jewels. A second can mean so very much. The difference between a warm finger on a tear-soaked cheek and cold lips against a bent forehead.



The End