Summary: Obi-Wan is 18 yrs old and suddenly finding a 'new'
fleshy battle to fight against
Disclaimer: Characters belong to George Lucas
Author's note: Many thanks to my EXCELLENT beta reader
Tristain.
Obi-Wan Kenobi followed his Master's graceful stride through
the narrow corriders of the ship. The ship was called the
Absytrus, and the two Jedi were on their way to the planet of
Baldur. According to what the Master had said their mission was
to help resolve some disputes among the royal family of Baldur.
The crew aboard the Absytrus were humanoid in appearance except
for their bright pink skin. They all had very large blue eyes
but overall not unattractive. They were the Calydones, and well
known for their hospitality.
Obi-Wan was deep in thought. He was taken off guard when a
contingent of Calydonians halted in front of Qui-Gon and
Obi-Wan's quarters. The young Jedi just barely managed to stop
behind his Master before accidently bumping into him.
"Sorry, Master. I guess I wasn't paying attention." He was sure
his Master had noticed his clumsiness.
One of the Calydon named Edda, bowed to the Jedi and his
Padawan.
"I hope you find your quarters acceptable and to your liking.
We should be arriving at Baldur in 2 moons time."
Everything is acceptable, and we are grateful to be aboard your
ship." Qui-Gon knew the Calydones were strict adherents to
custom especially when it came to receiving and giving
gratitude.
The Calydon bowed once again and turned around leaving the man
and the young boy in their quarters alone.
Obi-Wan looked around the room and withheld a groan. Qui-Gon
and he were to share one room and one bed. And if he was not
mistaken, 'two moons' meant two days. The thought of sharing a
room and a bed for two whole days with his Master, both
frightened and agitated the young apprentice.
"Is there something wrong Padawan?"
"No Master. I was just observing that these quarters were a bit
small, and you are a man used to solitude."
"The chamber shall serve our purpose well young Padawan. They
have given us one room because our hosts feel that as my
apprentice you should be by my side at all times. I hope that
is not a problem?"
"No Master, of course it is not." Obi-Wan said, determined to
sound convincing.
"Good then I shall begin by resting a bit and then having a
light meal. I suggest you do the same Obi-Wan."
The young Padawan watched his Master begin to shed his cloak
and get comfortable. After a while, he noticed he was staring
at the older man in rapt fascination. Qui-Gon eventually laid
down upon the large bed that filled their room. Obi-Wan watched
his Master's face relax as he fell asleep.
The young Padawan took this opportunity to shed his own
clothing and get comfortable too. He peeked at his Master's
face to make sure the man was fast asleep before shedding his
undergarment. When he was certain that the older man was
asleep, he removed his garment and stood naked in the small
room.The young Padawan turned and peered at his reflection
looking back at him from one of many long mirrors which
encircled the room.
The Calydones, being a vain race, had many mirrors set in
their ships and abodes in order to marvel at their
beauty.Obi-Wan could see his youthful naked body reflecting in
the mirrors around him. His boyish awkwardness was fading. He
no longer felt his feet too large or legs too long. He cruely
remembered being called Oafy-Wan at the Academy. However, that
was already 6 years ago and he was nearing the age of manhood.
His 18th birthday had passed when they last visited the Temple.
The body that looked back at him from the mirror was tall and
slim. He was hairless, unlike his friend Egeria from the
Academy, who was furry all over. Obi-Wan reached back and
smiled touching the growing beaded braid that snaked down the
side of his head. It barely reached his neck but in a few years
it would be much longer.He looked down at his flat stomach,
small waist and tight muscles.
Obi-Wan wasn't sure when his fascination with his body had
begun. It seemed with this birthday, he had remembered suddenly
becoming aware of his body and that of his Master's. That
sudden memory caused the familiar stirring in Obi-Wan's
manhood. He now could sense the strange uneasiness that filled
his maturing body. The young Padawan looked at his growing body
in the mirror.
Obi-Wan wandered if Qui-Gon had noticed he had grown so much
already?
The mere thought of his Master's name caused a twitch within
Obi-Wan's loins. He watched his member beginning to rise
slowly, straining to fulfill its purpose."No! Damn you! Haven't
I any control? You shall be my undoing with my Master." Obi-Wan
said, feeling foolish he was reprimanding his organ.
He remembered being trained in the ways a Jedi needed to battle
the Dark Force, but no one had taught him to battle his own
flesh. He had been instructed in basic human and alien biology
and reproduction, but somehow this had been skipped over.
However, he did remember Master Yoda addressing the class once
very briefly on the subject of love:
"A Jedi uses the Force. The Force is life. All is life. Trees,
rocks, planets and each other. A true Jedi, not afraid of life.
Not afraid oflove. Love can make a Jedi complete. Love is part
of the Force."
"Will I ever be loved?" wondered Obi-Wan.
He looked at his sleeping Master.His heart filling with love,
adoration, and respect.
"Can he ever grow to love me? Or am I battling a deep hidden
part of the Dark Force? Is my flesh bringing me to some strange
black ruin with my Master?"Obi-Wan looked at his fully erect
manhood.
It demanded attention. "I wonder if I took my light saber and
cut it off would my heart be subdued because of the destroyed
flesh?"
"Why am I so weak?" Obi-Wan said sadly to himself and slipped
into the bathroom. Inside the cleaning stall the young Padawan
gave into his flesh. He mused, this one battle has been lost,
but the fight to control the growing hunger within him would
rage on. He was determined not to lose his Master.
Qui-Gon opened his eyes as soon as the young apprentice entered
the other room. He sighed to himself and felt an ache within
his heart. He could not help his Padawan just yet in his
struggle with the body.
Qui-Gon knew that he must allow Obi-Wan to come to the
realizaiton that a Jedi finds strength in all things, including
pleasure and love. If only the young boy could know how hard
Qui-Gon struggled everyday to keep his emotions in control, and
not fall upon his knees in front of the lad. If only Obi-Wan
could know how he felt about him.
Their bond was strong and the more Obi-Wan struggled internally
the more he could sense it and suffer it too.Qui-Gon closed his
eyes and allowed the boy's self-pleasure and surrender of his
body's need ripple over him. No matter what, he would be there
to help his young apprentice in whatever battle he chose to
fight against.
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